Flowers for the living

The air in Room 213 was thin and quiet, like the hush of a chapel after the last amen. The window was cracked just enough to let in the scent of late summer roses from the garden below. A soft breeze stirred the white curtains, whispering secrets from a world that seemed to move on without her.

Lillian sat in a high backed recliner, her spine curved like the pages of a book left open too long. Ninety three years tucked gently into her bones. Her fingers, once quick and clever, now trembled as they traced invisible patterns across the armrest. She stared out the window each day as though it were a screen playing scenes from a life she could almost touch. She hadn’t had visitors in months. Cards had stopped. Phone calls, too. Birthdays passed like falling leaves, soft, unnoticed, and without ceremony.

On her windowsill sat a silk rose, the color faded to a pale blush. It leaned in its vase, gathering dust and silence. It had been left by a volunteer, months ago, maybe longer. No one remembered who. Not even Lillian.

She had loved real flowers once, especially daisies. The wild kind. Not the kind that come wrapped in cellophane and apology. She used to pick them barefoot in her mother’s garden, her feet damp with morning dew, her laughter echoing between rows of tomatoes and sweet basil. That memory still bloomed inside her, even if most others had withered.
Then came a gentle knock.

Quinn, the therapy dog, padded softly into the room, his golden fur kissed by sunlight. His handler, Jim, followed but stood back respectfully. Quinn knew what to do. He moved slowly to Lillian’s side and rested his chin on her knee, his eyes full of a knowing that had no words.

Lillian blinked, then looked down. A smile broke across her face, not wide, not strong, but real. Her hand moved with effort, hovering, then landing in Quinn’s fur like a leaf finding water. She sighed, a long exhale that carried more than breath. It carried loneliness. Memory. Relief.

“I had a dog once,” she whispered, barely audible. “Charlie. A retriever too. He used to bring me daisies. He’d tear them right from the ground and carry them to the porch, dirt and all.” Quinn’s tail gave a soft thump. “ I told him they were weeds. But I kept every one. Dried them between books. He knew I loved them.”

The room was still, save for the creak of old floorboards and the rhythmic sound of Quinn’s breathing. Jim stepped forward and knelt beside them, his voice gentle. “I think Charlie would be happy you remember.” Lillian looked at him, her eyes glistening. “I wish I had thanked him more.” Jim nodded slowly. “You did. In ways he understood.” That evening, as they were leaving, a young volunteer stopped them in the hallway. She was holding a bouquet of daisies wrapped in brown paper. “Lillian likes daisies,” Jim said quietly.

The next morning, when Lillian awoke, the silk rose was gone. In its place was a simple vase, filled with fresh daisies. Their scent filled the room with summer, and for a moment, just a breath of one, Lillian felt her feet in the grass again, her hands full of bloom, her heart full of life.

Because gratitude, when spoken aloud and given in time, is the greatest offering of all. It carries no regret. Only love.

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By James Thebarge

Therapy dog team blog

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